I get worried when people tell me I am too up-tight. This is not because I think I am, it is because I feel that those people are not taking life serious enough. I am being judged for not drinking or having sex ''just for fun''. I have been advised to take less time with my charity work and with my RA job and spend more time ''having fun''. I feel bad for the person who gave me this advice. What goals do they have and who are they setting done? This person says that they are happy, that they feel free, but I'm just not sure. I wont change my ways and I wont be able to get them to change their's but I'm still concerned. How are we going to be able to fix big problems if the citizens of this country think I am too serious?

I am at one of the most beautiful homes I have ever been to. My biggest dream is to settle down and live in a beautiful house.

I am currently sitting an the Fairhaven dining hall with my friends from CCF. I love these people so much and I am blessed to know them.

Getting Jessica on Dancing With the Stars

So, I have a new mission in life, to get my friends Jessica Moore (@SuperJess77) on Dancing With the Stars. She told me today that I need to become famous enough to get her on the show. I'll see what I can do.